The best of me

The way I see it, it's like you're bringing me to heights I haven't reached in ages, and got me emotions I've never felt before.


Sure, this is only the way I see, and yes I do have my doubts, but you gotta start somewhere. What I feel, a state of mixed reminiscing and confusion, it gets overwhelming at times. Who thought staying on the singles bandwagon for a couple of years would make you forget such valuable things regarding females and relationships, haha. The game is strong, but anything else after that, I just seem to lose my way. A few years of deciding to hold back and just "hook up", really hits a guy when he catches himself actually opening up again. I was never the guy to open up just to any girl, sure I have, but in those cases, I call bullshit :) It's different how I've been lately though. I've been tryna stay on top of things here, handle it myself, but no, you seem to get your way each and everytime, haha. You got me admitting things I would normally tend to keeping to myself. In a nutshell, you got me taking risks once again, and I'm clearly aware of that, but I feel it's worth it...most of the time at least.

I was never one to settle for less, always caught myself only with the prime pearls.

You can't help but think there's another guy on hold for her after she bids you goodnight. You can't help but think she's just like this with every other guy. You can't help but think that she's just not that into you. I can;t deny, it's a bit shady at times. Who knows what you're up to, I don't. But see, typing out the negatives just makes me lose my cool. I'll cut this short right here. But girl, don't lose hope yet, cuase I haven't :D