cause I had to,

The sudden urge to write,
If painters paint, I type.

Ever get that, for sure I do. so I don't really know where this post will, nor do I really intend it to sway anywhere particular. This past weekend has already almost passed, and it was all great while it lasted. But now, I'm back to my little "square" here at home, pondering while Hitler took the Rhineland while you bitches eat finger sandwiches under the sun, haha. Don't miss me too much though, I'll be back soon, if my plan holds up and if the rest of the month goes as academically intense as this past week, then I'll be done in no time. My, it doesn't feel like summer at all, disregarding the fact I'm still doing homework and whatnot, but I know you guys feel it too. I hate Sundays, besides the fact that it's never like how it used to be anymore, and that today is Fathers day and all I got my dad is a card, but since the beginning of June, it has seemed to be the day I use to catch up on all the bullshit of History 12 and Spanish 12 I have missed in the past week, and it's not fun at all, no no. Please lord, stay close by, Ill need your help, haha.

Also, these past few days due to the lack of opportunity to enjoy the world pass my front door, I've got lots of time for not just online work, but also online diaries, Twitter, Blogger, and the infamous Facebook. It's amazing how peoples writing styles and all that could be so unique, giving such originality to each person. If painter's get off to painting styles, this is definitely what has been astounding me altely. A couple of noteable discoveries of mine for these past few days have been kathleenmacapili and leoncheng (even for the not-so-positive stuff on your page, haha), you guys keep writing it out, you guys are real. I have not the slightest clue whether you read my posts or not, but you know I got mad love for you. Wow, this has been going longer than I thought it would. It's all good, cause I know you guys read it anyway. Look, you're still reading even as I'm just typing out garbage like this, LOL jk. But yeah, it's quite early in the morning, and I have no clear idea on why I am up. My mom woke me up at around 5 before my dad left for work to tell me to give him his Father's Day gift,which I didn't manage to buy for some reason, but thanks to his late fathers day shift, I'll manage some time later :) I have a card for him atm. But yeah my mom was like "wth", and I haven't managed to go back to bed since. Considering how I already manged to forget about that yesterday, it's also bad that I forgot how I even ended up asleep to begin with, GG jan, alex, jake, brandon, germ, gio, and cadang. I hope you guys had as much fun as I did yesterday :D

I won't get into too much detail about most of yesterday, but I would probably count that as my kick start to the summer. It was the same cast of Summer '08, but I still look forward to chilling with my "blood brothers" of the "wolf pack", haha you guys are fucking hilarious. But yeah, it was like last year all over again, but there's definitely a change in circumstances :) After like a year of parting, I finally got to chill with my man germainesotana, cousins since Summer '07, homies since then too. My boy that pretty much made me feel at home here in Canada, it has been too long since we chilled, '07 definitely wouldn't have been a Summer without you. We checked out the Whalley Fest Bboy jam with dora, another character in my life who went missing for a while, it was dope seeing her too. But, we weren't even paying attention to the bboying, half the time, we were just making fun of the kids and these white guys who looked like they were 30, LMAO. But yeah, earl and his bro ended up placing 2nd in the end, and big ups to them for that one. We were a bit confused about what to do after, but we figured it out, so we headed down to Burnaby.

Considering we haven't chilled and talked in so long, it got pretty intense and deep. Of course, we were already planning to go "bebot hunting" and all that, but we ended up sitting somewhere waiting for cadang and I just brought it up like it was Chinese food delivery.

"So, how have the girls been?"

If you know the both of us, then you'd figure that we'd linger on this topic for a while with the most degrading remarks about women and everything, and we did, but after a while, we manged to touch on the topic regarding the situation about 2 good friends of ours, a guy and girl, yes.

The 2 friends who everyone thinks, says, and knows should be together. The 2 that seemed to have stuck it out no matter what. They seem to have looked past what they can see, and have done more with how they feel. The girl that's been looking for guys, but seems to be running back to this guy at the end of the day. The nice guy who waited it out, and is still waiting. The friends that would dwell on the idea of "let's get drunk tonight, and do what we feel, and tomorrow, go back to how it all was before."

As we wrapped it up, I admitted to him that whenever I put their story that way, it made me jealous. Then we both reminded ourselves that who we were talking about, and I won't mention names cause half of you already figured out who I'm talking about anyway, haha. Well, he likes to wear JL and play golf. And she likes rocks and raving. LMFAO!

And it's already 9AM. I already forgot about half the shit I wrote, but you can remind me later. I don't really know how that whole thing worked itself out, but it did. My mother is now up, and she is talking about random shit again, LAWL :)

Now, I'm off to the shower, then to change the world after that.