broken hearts open minds

word, did you cats miss me?
HAHA, I signed in today after a couple of weeks of blogging MIA.

It's been the same ol' shit, but no lie stress has been getting to me too. Today, I officially left Highschool as a student for the last time, boy was it weird walking out those doors thinking you're not coming back next year, that grad stuff really hits you last minute no-joke, all of you will be there. All those memories, cleaning out my locker day was like another stroll down memory lane, even if it was just crap from this year crammed in there. I wanted to write something in too, but that seemed to cross my mind when I was cleaning it out, LOL. I wore my Grad shirt for the 1st time today too, while I was at home, that wasn't helpful either, when all it really did was remind me of Grad aand how these past few weeks have been so great.. It all went by so fast, these past 2 months, and take my word for it, if I could stay, I would in a heartbeat, 1 more year sounds like everything to me right now.

On another note, homeboy hits the floor again, not hard, but I hit the floor. You know when they tell you "It's better to have love and lost, rather than not love at all." take it from your mom and go for it, 1st hand experience you won't be too happy after, but you definitely get closure. Not exactly my case, but the same idea, Ic an go on for the rest of my life wondering what could have happened, or face her now and get the cold one on my face, but then you know what's real. You may be the biggest definition of "BITCH" in my books right now, but I can't say I didn't expect it to begin with, You were the hopeless crush we all get. People say, you're missing out on me, maybe so, but if the cards don't think that way, then I guess we're both moving on. So,

shout out to the girl I went to class for,
wrote lines for, if you stuck around,
maybe we could have been so much more,

even If you can't say love, that's cool too. You stay pretty, all the best to you.