the apples way up high in the tree

If you deserve better, or are in a position deserving what you want or what you ask for, then why don't you have anything? Is it because you're too high up the tree, or you've already fallen off and you've been waiting to be picked for so long, you haven't realized it. Sometimes, you can't help but think why others are happy, and you don't have what you feel you deserve, or anything at all. People say you'll get around to it, but you can't help but fear that the day may never come either. I need some icecream, haha, FML

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