keep trying,

Yeah, lame attempt at trying to get me to change up. By this time, out of all people you should know I'm not one to conform, good or not, it's gotten me here, and I can say I'm happy with what I achieved, though I refused to be like everyone else, so I can't say I did myself wrong. You're a smart guy, fucking smart to be exact, why can't you just accept the fact that sometimes maybe going your own way is better, and the crowd isn't always right, step up your game and say something, instead of just agreeing to what ever other fucker has to say. Sure, we might be closely related as we are, but no, from what I've seen, I'm not gonna do wrong where you did, no matter how successful you claim to be, or how successful you ever will be. I'm sorry, but this is me, and fuck everyone else if they can't live with that, or can't swallow that fact. You, on the other hand, you're old enough to make your decisions, but I really hope it's not too late for you to step it it up a notch, not that you're doing anything wrong, because I really can't say you are, and I'm thankful for how far you've gone, but whenever you do something, I can only see as much "them" in it, as much as there is "you", and I just never found that right. When you tell me to sit still when I wanna say something to someone, I fucking give it all I got because it's so hard for me to do so, and yes, I do thank you fo all the trouble you've saved me, but It isn't always right to just sit down and back down, just because it's right, it isn't the better thing to do, that's how I see it. Think about it, and hopefully if you do, you'll put a bit of your own insight into it.